Sarah Hyland wrote suicide notes in her head

Actress Sarah Hyland has got candid about how close she was to committing suicide and said she wrote notes in her head. The “Modern Family” actress spoke to TV personality Ellen DeGeneres and revealed that after more than 25 years battling chronic health issues, she got to a point where she wrote suicide notes to her loved ones in her head, reports aceshowbiz.com. Having said that she came “very, very, very, very close” to ending her life, the 28-year-old actress said.

She added: “I would write letters in my head to loved ones of why I did it and my reasoning behind it, how it was nobody’s fault.” She added, “I didn’t want to write it down on paper because I didn’t want anyone to find it because that’s how serious I was.” On what pushed her to the near breaking point, Hyland blamed her health condition that required her to undergone kidney transplant twice.

“After 26, 27 years of just always being sick and being in chronic pain every single day, you don’t know when you’re going to have the next good day... It’s really, really hard,” she said.